Monday, February 6, 2012

Trapped

I'm having issues. I've always enjoyed the company of other girls. But it's becoming problematic recently. Drama, drama everywhere. It's running rapid at school. I'm not sure how to get away from it. One thing is for sure, I'm waaay too old for it! But short of putting myself in solitary confinement how do I get out? I've been victim of guilt by association before. I sat quietly while someone said something, and then I got blamed for it. Yeah. It sucked. So now what am I to do now?

I wish the drama was just limited to the 18 year old girls at my school. Nope. It's running through my group of friends to. It's so stupid. Maybe I need to find some guys to hang out with for a while. Where everything is laid out and nothing is talked about behind backs. Guy friends are hard to come by though when you are married. It's like you have leprosy and no men want to talk to you, or be within 10 feet of you.

So here I am... trapped. I just want to mind my own, but somehow I get roped into things. Maybe it's the company I keep. Or maybe it's me and the fact that I'm easy to rope. Who knows. Not me, that is for sure. I guess I'll just keep to reading my book. At least all the drama in there is fictional!

1 comment:

Audrey Spence said...

This is why I'm glad sometimes I don't have friends or people even at church sometimes that I hang out with. It's nice to not have to worry about people fighting and getting along. Good luck though. I think any time you stick a bunch of girls in a small enough space for a long enough amount of time, drama will occur. I think its in our blood :)